User blog:Qubit2222/Psychosis

I've given up all hope.

I lost to Lucía 9 - 11 today, twice.

The sad part is I was leading up to 4 - 2 in the first game, and up to 7 - 4 in the second.

I tried a third time, but had to give up because of stress.

I've tried 6-point and 11-point, I've tried many different serves, I've tried backhanding, I've tried power shots, and I still haven't so much as been able to overcome this obstacle that has literally haunted me for 6 years of my life. I can't beat her.

Sometimes I swing the paddle the wrong way by accident, or sometimes I swing but the game doesn't register a hit.

Surely I can't be the only one who has wasted 72 months (on and off) on a single opponent. I can't be, can I?